I'm sat in my bed with my window wide open despite the wind and the rain pouring through.
I dont know why I constantly have that stupid thing open, as I hate being cold. But somehow, I find that it is both therapeutic and refreshing. Makes me feel more 'alive'. Hippy freak.
Went to go see D Double E last night at Stealth.
Being the mess that I am, I started on two boys. God knows why. Luckily, my friend Dean managed to intervene before anything got nasty; but I know that secretly, I would have won. My new 'hey I go to the gym, but you cant tell' body is a masterpiece for situations as such.
Having then spent the rest of the night in a flat with a bunch of lads from Birmingham, I'm surprised I'm not in more of a state. Albeit, I woke up at 7am hallucinating, but that comes with the territory.
It's been a dramatic week which has flown by and spiraled out of control.
Think it's time to calm down for a moment and take a tiny look at my life and everything and everyone that is in it. Put everything back into perspective and take it all in proportion.
Life's for living and forgiving.